ЭЛЕКТРОННАЯ БИБЛИОТЕКА КОАПП
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The Cure

                   (Stuff not on Albums)

               2 Late
               ------
               So I'll wait for you
               Where I always wait
               Behind the signs that sell the news
               I'll watch for you like yesterday
               And hope for you
               One day that once
               Spent out on me
               And up 'til late
               I search for you
               Your hat pushed straight
               Away from me
               Your measured step
               Heads up you win
               Always too late

               If I could just once catch your eye
               Invisible against the words
               That hold you down in solitude
               And never let you go
               The way that every time
               My eyes just close
               Like lids of wooden men in file
               I put you under rainy day
               Your hat's all off
               And I'm gone away

               Babble
               ------
               Nothing ever changes
               Nothing ever moves
               I swim around in circles
               In the same old lifeless room
               And talk about the mirror man
               The whispers in my ear again
               The hot and sticky pillow man
               Is smothering my face again

               Nothing ever changes
               Nothing ever moves
               And I run around hysterical
               In dead persistent gloom
               And babble out in simile
               Like dog-head-monkey-music me
               Shut up shut up shut up shut up
               Shut up!!!
               And let me breathe...

               Breathe
               -------
               Breathe
               Breathe on me
               Be like you used to be
               Breathe on me

               Move in me
               Be like you used to be
               Move in me
               Move in me

               Be with me
               Be like you used to be
               With me

               Chain Of Flowers
               ----------------

               Please wake up
               It's so dark and cold
               Please wake up
               I feel so alone
               And I feel so scared
               That you're going away
               And I feel so scared...

               All I want is summer
               Stories from before
               Just like the day you tried to hide
               Behind the churchyard wall
               And fell asleep before I came
               I found you
               In a chain of flowers
               Sleeping like a marble girl
               Sleeping in another world...

               I'll never tell you
               Of all the different ways
               You make me so afraid...

               Charlotte Sometimes
               -------------------
               All the faces
               All the voices blur
               Change to one face
               Change to one voice
               Prepare yourself for bed
               The light seems bright
               And glares on white walls
               All the sounds of Charlotte sometimes
               Into the night
               With Charlotte sometimes

               Night after night she lay alone in bed
               Her eyes so open to the dark
               The streets all looked so strange
               They seemed so far away
               But Charlotte sometimes did not cry
               The people seemed so close
               Playing expressionless games
               The people seemed so close
               So close
               So many
               Other names

               Sometimes I'm dreaming
               Where all the other people dance
               Sometimes I'm dreaming
               Charlotte Sometimes
               Sometimes I'm dreaming
               Expressionless the trance
               Sometimes I'm dreaming
               So many different names
               Sometimes I'm dreaming
               The sounds all stay the same
               Sometimes I'm dreaming
               She hopes to open shadowed eyes
               On a different world
               Come to me
               Scared princess
               Charlotte sometimes

               On that bleak track
               (See the sun is gone again)
               The tears were pouring down her face
               She was crying and crying for a girl
               Who died so many years before...

               Sometimes I dream
               Where all the people dance
               Sometimes I dream
               Charlotte sometimes
               Sometimes I dream
               The sounds all stay the same
               Sometimes I'm dreaming
               There are so many different names
               Sometimes I dream
               Sometimes I dream...

               Charlotte sometimes crying for herself
               Charlotte sometimes dreams a wall around herself
               But it's always with love
               With so much love it looks like
               Everything else
               Of Charlotte sometimes
               So far away
               Glass sealed and pretty
               Charlotte sometimes

               Do the hansa
               -- --- -----
               Ein zwei drei vier
               Steve oh yeah
               Platinum all the way
               Do the hansa
               Do the hansa
               Etc etc

               The Exploding Boy
               -----------------

               I couldn't hear a word you said
               I couldn't hear at all
               You talked until your tongue fell out
               And then you talked some more
               I knew if I turned
               I'd turn away from you
               And I couldn't look back

               Tell yourself we'll start again
               Tell yourself it's not the end
               Tell yourself it couldn't happen
               Not this way
               Not today

               Fear Of Ghosts
               --------------

               Like a feeling that I'm down
               Down inside my heart
               Like I'm looking out through
               Splitting bloodred
               Windows in my heart
               >From a higher up than heaven
               And a harder down than stone
               Shake the fear that always clawing
               Pulls me clawing down alone
               As I spitting splitting bloodred
               Breaking windows in my heart
               And the past is taunting
               Fear of ghosts
               Is forcing me apart
               And the further I get
               >From the things that I care about
               The less I care about
               How much further away I get...

               I am lost again
               With everything gone
               And more alone
               Than I have ever been
               I expect you to understand
               To feel it too
               But I know that even if you will
               You cannot ever help me
               Nor can I
               Ever help you

               A Few Hours After This...
               -------------------------

               The look before I go
               Is the look for you
               You only have to look and it will all come true
               And we can fall outside
               Into the fizzy night
               Or pull me down in here
               You know it's all the same
               I only want to see if you are happy again
               Or we can roll around
               And find out upside down

               A few hours after this and we're apart again
               Like two white checks
               Like opposite poles
               In a secret game
               (like nothing like these I suppose...)
               I really should have known by the cut of your smile
               That the answer would be simple
               It still took you awhile to get it out of me
               I thought you'd do it easily

               Just put your hands around my heart
               And squeeze me until I'm dry
               I never thought you'd ever start to ever ask me why

               I never saw you again

               Happy the Man
               -------------

               I'll never understand
               (Come closer and I'll whisper)
               Who was that standing in the rain?
               If only I could remember
               What he said
               (And how it all began)

               Happy the man
               With the face that smiles

               But it has to have a name
               (Something strong, something faithful, something pure)
               How does he look so safe?

               He'll never
               Never turn away
               Happy the man

               Heroin Face
               -----------

               Spit out the shout of a warning
               Death is an honour with doubts
               So you live in the end
               And you mistrust the start
               Because you don't think it counts

               But you'll pay for yourself
               You'll pay for yourself
               You're just a heroin face

               You see a heroin face in the mirror
               And someone is clutching your breath
               And you believe in the needle of night
               You're only doing your best

               But you'll pay for yourself
               You'll pay for yourself

               You believe in the needle of night
               And someone is cluthing your breath
               So you mistrust the start
               By always running away
               But you'll never come back

               You're just a heroin face
               Heroin face

               I'm Cold
               --------

               You're begging me to stay
               But I'm laughing in your face
               You're so desperate
               Not to let those years of care
               All go to waste
               But it was you who wanted love
               Not romance
               You have to pay the price
               My body may be made of fire
               But my soul is made of ice

               I'm me
               I'm cold
               I'm cold
               I'm told
               I'd love to love you girl
               But my body
               Has just been sold

               A Japanese Dream
               ----------------

               I'm going back to the land of the blind
               Back to the land where the sun never shines
               I'm going back there and I'm hoping to find
               Everything just as it was before
               I left it all behind

               I slept at nights there hysterically
               Twisted and turned
               But I just couldn't get free
               Opened my eyes
               But I still couldn't see
               But I could feel her
               China white girl

               So I get down on the floor
               Like I am worshipping god
               Burning like a monkey
               I get down on the floor
               Like I am praying to the lord
               Burning like a monkey

               Mmmmmm that was a Japanese dream alright
               The sound of the storm
               And the flickering light
               And the way that her scent used to fill up the night like...
               Like her scent used to fill up the night

               So I get down on the floor
               Like I am worshipping god
               Burning like a monkey
               I get down on the floor
               Like I am praying to the lord
               Burning like a monkey

               Just look at me now
               Just look at me this way
               It looks like I am quite insane
               It looks like I am trying to eat off my face
               It looks like I'm going to the land of the blind anyway
               Back where the sun never shines
               Back to the land of the blind
               Back in a Japanese dream

               A Man Inside My Mouth
               ---------------------

               I woke up at seven and my body was vibrating
               I was wrapped up in a blanket
               I was grey
               Damp and sore
               The bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic
               (like I think I'm at the racing
               Like the night before)
               I remember one girl standing
               One was sitting on the ground
               One was holding me up
               The other pulling me down
               And I couldn't decide which one was real
               Because there wasn't a sound
               (Like I was pregnant again...)

               "Don't move don't blink don't even breathe" she said
               "Or the photograph will spoil
               And cut you off at the head"
               So I was sucking
               I was suncking like a fat lady would
               But I couldn't hold it down another second
               (Bleagh!)
               "Don't twitch don't shout don't think don't even breathe" she said
               "Or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head"
               So I was sweating
               I was sweating like a fat lady would
               And I woke up
               With a man inside my mouth
               (This won't hurt at all)

               New Day
               -------

               New day
               In heaven the ground is waiting
               For the dust
               The seed
               My love once more
               I shout
               New day

               Hold the air and gasp in life
               This solid dance
               This cold cold night
               Is gone
               The dark heat throbs
               The fools sweat swims
               The hazy light
               The deadly sins
               Are gone

               Crack the stone
               Invade my head
               Dropping honey dropping dead again
               The silence shouts
               Across the gap
               Another dreaming
               Love me again
               Shout.

               Out of Mind
               -----------

               I've been up for days
               And I feel like a menagerie
               I'm scratching 'til I bleed
               And I keep on seeing
               Imaginary lemurs
               In the street
               In the middle of the day
               But as long as I can breathe
               Then I know I'll be OK
               I'll be alright
               I'm out of mind
               I'm out of sight
               I'm out of sight

               I've been up for days
               And I feel like a laboratory rat
               Inside a maze
               And I reel in the monotony of
               Screaming
               At the moon
               In the middle of the day
               But as long as I can see it
               Then I know I'll be ok
               I'll be fine
               I'm out of sight
               I'm completely out of mind
               Completely out of mind

               OK
               Alright
               Come and watch me shake tonight
               Mouth wide
               Soft and bright
               Bite my hand and scream
               OK
               Alright
               Come and watch me break tonight
               Push deep
               Out of sight
               Bite my hand and hold on tight...

               Pillbox Tales
               -------------
               Electric line
               Racing time
               Fire down the wall
               Spinning around
               The killing ground
               It makes you look so small
               Henna years
               The stinging tears
               Flesh on the railway track
               The screaming queen
               On the TV screen
               Is never coming back

               Don't suffer no more
               Just step inside and listen
               Listen to my pillbox tales

               Your special days
               Your winning ways
               You're living out the past
               You're lying lies
               And tying ties
               And running much too fast
               But you feel so sick
               If you run too quick
               And wishing every day
               Wishing you were years away

               Don't suffer no more
               Just step inside and listen
               Listen to my pillbox tales

               Mr. Pink Eyes
               -------------

               You look so cool
               Oh I don't think
               Just fall over be like me
               Mr. Pink Eyes

               Your mind is blank
               And mine's away
               Oh you can't see
               You can't smell
               Mr. Pink Eyes

               It's got to be jazz
               That's what she wants
               You are so vile
               Mr. Pink Eyes

               Oh give me a look
               Give me a look
               Or sit on my head
               Or jump on my foot
               Do something

               Snow in Summer
               --------------

               High up on this mountain
               The whole world looks so small
               And all the rivers
               Run away
               Slipping in your deep green heart
               I drink you as I swim
               And I'm sliding
               And I'm sliding with you
               Slide beneath my skin

               Sleek and deep
               And salty sweet
               You open up in me
               Just like the snow in summer

               High up on this mountain
               The whole world looks so small
               And all the rivers
               Run away
               Slipping in your soft white heart
               I drink you as I swim
               And I'm falling
               And I'm falling with you
               Fall beneath my skin

               Sleek and deep
               And salty sweet
               You come
               And close in me
               Just like the snow in summer

               Just like the snow in summer
               As it melts
               Into the sea

               Splintered in her Head
               ----------------------

               Shape is still
               Asleep
               With the toys
               As tall as men
               The pictures in the hallway
               Turning inside
               Whispers
               Unseen
               Jumping against the sky
               Slipping away
               He looks
               For the last time...

               Stop Dead
               ---------

               Let me forget
               let me forget
               Or let me go let me go
               I'll keep it quiet as a whisper
               I'll keep it low low low
               Never
               The biggest word I ever heard
               Stop dead
               Stop dead
               You're getting too close

               Before you even opened your eyes
               I moved about a million ways
               I killed about a million people
               And filled about half a day
               Before you even opened your eyes
               You had to have to ask me who
               I love it
               I mean you

               My face was in your hands
               You looked into my eyes
               You said I tasted right
               And swallowed me alive

               Sugar Girl
               ----------

               Oh I wish I could find it funny
               You laughing like that
               But instead I change into a rage
               And run around
               Without a face
               I wish I could find it funny
               When you never came back
               But I don't suppose I'll ever know
               The how to keep you
               Goodbye sugar girl

               Goodbye sugar girl

               Throw Your Foot
               ---------------

               It's funny how your face gets bigger
               Gets bigger in this atmosphere
               And your mouth goes dry
               With every move you try
               It's so funny here

               Jumping around -- click click click
               When you're so slow
               It's like the world is stopping

               Fifteen times I try this
               And every time I faint
               You look at me and
               Start to tell the joke
               About the man who couldn't stop
               Hiccupping

               It would be so perfect
               If you would just fall out the window

               Throw your foot away
               You're tired and your face is grey
               Like the sad old fool
               You groove

               Hey hey hey
               The Cure
               Three Imaginary Boys
               (c) 1979

               10.15 Saturday Night
               ----- -------- -----
               10.15
               Saturday night
               And the tap drips
               Under the strip light
               And I'm sitting
               In the kitchen sink
               And the tap drips
               Drip drip drip drip drip drip drip drip

               Waiting
               For the telephone to ring
               And I'm wondering
               Where she's been
               And I'm crying
               For yesterday
               And the tap drips
               Drip drip drip drip drip drip drip drip

               It's always the same

               Accuracy
               --------
               We sit in the same room
               Side by side
               I give you the wrong lines
               Feed you
               Accuracy
               Accuracy

               Look into my eyes
               We both smile
               I could kill you
               Without trying
               That's accuracy
               Accuracy
               Accuracy
               Accuracy
               Accuracy
               Practice all day for accuracy
               Mirror mirror on the wall

               Another Day
               ------- ---
               The sun rises slowly
               On another day
               The eastern sky grows
               Cold
               Winter in water colours
               Shades of grey

               Something
               Something holds me
               Holds me hypnotized

               I stare at the window
               Stare at the window
               Waiting for the day
               To go
               Winter in water colours
               Shades of grey

               Fire in Cairo
               ---- -- -----
               Slowly fading blue
               The eastern hollows catch
               The dying sun
               Night-time follows
               Silence and black
               Mirror pool mirrors
               The lonely place
               Where I meet you

               See your head
               In the fading light
               And through the dark
               Your eyes shine bright

               And burn
               Like fire
               Burn like fire in Cairo
               Burn like fire
               Burn like fire in Cairo

               Shifting crimson veil
               Silken hips slide
               Under my hand
               Swollen lips whisper
               My name
               And I yearn
               You take me in your arms
               And start to burn

               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO
               Then the heat disappears
               And the mirage
               Fades away

               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO
               FIREINCAIRO

               Burn like a fire in Cairo
               Burn like a
               Fire
               Blaze like a fire in Cairo
               Blaze like a
               Fire
               Flare
               Burn like fire
               Burn like
               Fire in Cairo

               Grinding Halt
               -------- ----
               No light
               No people
               No speak
               No people
               No cars
               No people
               No food
               No people

               Stopped
               Short
               Grinding halt
               Everything's coming to a griding halt

               No sound
               No people
               No clocks
               No people
               No fine
               No people
               No me
               No people

               Stopped
               Short
               Grinding halt
               Everything's coming to a griding halt
               Everything's coming to a griding halt

               Slow down
               Slow down
               No people
               Slow down
               Everything's coming to a
               Everything's coming to a
               Everything's coming to a
               Everything's coming to a

               It's Not You
               ---- --- ---
               You wear your smile
               Like it was going out of fashion
               Dress to inflame
               But douse any ideas of passion
               You carry your love in a trinket
               Hanging round your throat
               Always inviting
               Always exciting
               But I must not take off my coat

               Well I'm tired of hanging around
               I want somebody new
               I'm not sure who I've got in mind
               But I know
               That it's not you
               That it's not you

               You ask me questions
               That I never wanted to hear
               I am the only one
               Just until you finish this year
               I would murder you
               If I had the alibi
               Here in my hand
               And you just laugh
               'cause you don't understand

               That I'm tired of hanging around
               I want somebody new
               I'm not sure
               Who I've got in mind
               But I know that it's not you
               It's not you
               It's not you
               It's not you
               It's not you
               It's not you
               No it's not you
               That it's not you
               It's not you
               It's not you

               Meathook
               --------
               I went into the butchers
               I said wanted wanted wanted some
               Meat
               Pass
               Me some of that steak over there
               It looks so
               Sweet

               I lost my heart to a meathook

               That butcher man was some
               Lady
               He really stole my heart
               He hung me up on his meathook
               A real piece of
               Slaughterhouse art

               I lost my heart to a meathook

               There's a meathook in my heart
               Tearing me all apart
               Ripping out my insides
               But I just can't get away
               I can't leave my
               Meathook
               Lost my heart to a meathook
               Lost my heart to a meathook
               Meathook

               Object
               ------
               You know you turn me on
               Eyes so white and legs so long
               But don't try to talk to me
               I won't listen to your lies
               You're just an object in my eyes
               You're just an object in my eyes

               Sophisticated smile
               You seduce in such fine style
               But don't try to fool me
               'cause I can see through your disguise
               You're just an object in my eyes
               You're just an object in my eyes

               But I don't mind
               I just don't care
               I've got no objection
               To you touching me there

               Object object
               Object object
               Object object
               Object object

               You know just what to do
               Lick your lips
               And I want you
               But don't try to hold me
               'cause I don't want any ties
               You're just an object in my eyes
               You're just an object in my eyes

               But I don't mind
               I just don't care
               I've got no objections
               To you touching me there
               You're just an object object
               Object object
               You're just an object

               So What?
               -- -----
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               I'm not meant to be here
               But so what?
               And nobody's
               Nobody's taken your place
               Nobody's taken your place

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               And if you knew
               Nothing could replace you
               If you were sane
               Your heart wouldn't ache
               But so what?
               So what?
               So what?

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               31st December 1979

               British sugar bureau
               When I told you what I
               And I

               And I wouldn't ask you to pretend
               That we were one
               And still another time
               Forget all the lies forgive me the wounds
               And all the world was used to love
               And yes we'd still be happy in another time
               But so what?
               So what?

               So please send me icing and decorating sets
               I enclose a cheque and postal order number

               So what?
               So what?

               Subway Song
               ------ ----
               Midnight in the subway
               She's on her way home
               She tries hard not to run
               But she feels she's not alone
               Echoes of footsteps
               Follow close behind
               But she dare not turn around

               Turn around

               Three Imaginary Boys
               ----- --------- ----
               Walk across the garden
               In the footsteps of my shadow
               See the lights out
               No one's home
               In amongst the statues
               Stare at nothing in
               The garden moves
               Can you help me?

               Close my eyes
               And hold so tightly
               Scared of what the morning brings
               Waiting for tomorrow
               Never comes
               Deep inside
               The empty feeling
               All the night time leaves me
               Three imaginary boys

               Slipping through the door
               Hear my heart beats in the hallway
               Echoes
               Round and round
               Inside my head
               Drifting up the stairs
               I see the steps behind me
               Disappearing
               Can you help me?

               Close my eyes
               And hold so tightly
               Scared of what the morning brings
               Waiting for tomorrow
               Never comes
               Deep inside
               The empty feeling
               All the night time leaves me
               Three imaginary boys sing in my
               Sleep sweet child
               The moon will change your mind

               See the cracked reflection
               Standing still
               Before the bedroom mirror
               Over my shoulder
               But no one's there
               Whispers in the silence
               Pressing close behind me
               Pressing close behind
               Can you help me?
               Can you help me?
               Can you help me?
    The Cure
    Seventeen Seconds
    (c) 1980
    A Forest
    - ------
    Come closer and see
    See into the trees
    Find the girl
    If you can
    Come closer and see
    See into the dark
    Just follow your eyes
    Just follow your eyes

    I hear her voice
    Calling my name
    The sound is deep
    In the dark
    I hear her voice
    And start to run
    Into the trees
    Into the trees

    Into the trees

    Suddenly I stop
    But I know it's too late
    I'm lost in a forest
    All alone
    The girl was never there
    It's always the same
    I'm running towards nothing
    Again and again and again and again

    At Night
    -- -----
    Sunk deep in the night
    I sink in the night
    Standing alone underneath the sky
    I feel the chill of ice
    On my face
    I watch the hours go by
    The hours go by

    You sleep
    Sleep in a safe bed
    Curled and protected
    Protected from sight
    Under a safe roof
    Deep in your house
    Unaware of the changes at night

    At night
    I hear the darkness breathe
    I sense the quiet despair
    Listen to the silence
    At night
    Someone has to be there
    Someone has to be there

    Someone must be there

    In Your House
    -- ---- -----
    I play at night in your house
    I live another life
    Pretending to swim
    In your house
    I change the time in your house
    The hours I take
    Go so slow ...

    I hear no sound in your house
    Silence
    In the empty rooms
    I drown at night in your house
    Pretending to swim
    Pretending to swim

    M
    -
    Hello image
    Sing me a line from your favourite song
    Twist and turn
    But you're trapped in the light
    All the directions were wrong

    You'll fall in love with somebody else
    Tonight

    Help yourself
    But tell me the words
    Before you fade away
    You reveal all the secrets
    To remember the end
    And escape someday

    You'll fall in love with somebody else
    Again tonight

    Take a step
    You move in time
    But it's always back ...
    The reasons are clear
    Your face is drawn
    And ready for the next attack

    Play For Today
    ---- --- -----
    It's not a case of doing what's right
    It's just the way I feel that matters
    Tell me I'm wrong
    I don't really care

    It's not a case of share and share alike
    I take what I require
    I don't understand ...
    You say it's not fair

    You expect me to act
    Like a lover
    Consider my moves
    And deserve the reward
    To hold you in my arms
    And wait
    And wait
    And wait
    For something to happen

    It's not a case of telling the truth
    Some lines just fit the situation
    Call me a liar
    You would anyway

    It's not a case of aiming to please
    You know you're always crying
    It's just your part
    In the play for today

    Secrets
    -------
    Secrets
    Share with another girl
    Talking all night in a room
    All night
    Everything slowing down
    I wish I was yours ...

    Strangers
    Nobody knows we love
    I catch your eyes in the dark
    One look relives the memory
    Remember me
    The way I used to be

    Seventeen Seconds
    --------- -------
    Time slips away
    And the light begins to fade
    And everything is quiet now
    Feeling is gone
    And the picture disappears
    And everything is cold now
    The dream had to end
    The wish never came true
    And the girl
    Starts to sing

    Seventeen seconds
    A measure of life
    Seventeen seconds
               The Cure
               Faith (c) 1981

               All Cats Are Grey
               --- ---- --- ----
               I never thought that I would find myself
               In bed amongst the stones
               The columns are all men
               Begging to crush me
               No shapes sail on the dark deep lakes
               And no flags wave me home

               In the caves
               All cats are grey
               In the caves
               The textures coat my skin
               In the death cell
               A single note
               Rings on and on and on

               Doubt
               -----
               Stop my flight to fight
               And die
               And take a stand to change my life
               So savage with red desperation
               I clench my hands
               You draw your claws
               A hidden rage consumes my heart
               Fuelled by years of wasted time
               I close my eyes
               And tense myself
               And screaming
               Throw myself in fury over the edge
               And into your blood

               Tear at flesh
               And rip at skin
               And smash at doubt
               I have to break you
               Fury drives my vicious blows
               I see you fall but still I strike you
               Again and again
               Your body falls
               The movement is sharp and clear and pure
               And gone
               I stop and kneel beside you
               Drained of everything but pain

               Screaming throw myself in fury
               Over the edge and into your blood

               Kiss you once and see you writhe
               Hold you close and hear you cry
               Kiss your eyes and finish your life
               Kiss your eyes
               Finish your life

               Again and again
               Your body falls
               The movement is sharp and clear and pure
               And gone
               I stop and kneel beside you
               Knowing I'll murder you again tonight
               Knowing I'll murder you again
               Tonight

               The Drowning Man
               --- -------- ---
               She stands twelve feet above the flood
               She stares
               Alone
               Across the water

               The loneliness grows and slowly
               Fills her frozen body
               Sliding downwards

               One by one her senses die
               The memories fade
               And leave her eyes
               Still seeing worlds that never were
               And one by one the bright birds leave her ...

               Starting at the violent sound
               She tries to turn
               But final
               Noiseless
               Slips and strikes her soft dark head
               The water bows
               Receives her
               And drowns her at its ease
               Drowns her at its ease

               I would have left the world all bleeding
               Could I only help you love
               The fleeting shapes
               So many years ago
               So young and beautiful and brave

               Everything was true
               It couldn't be a story

               I wish it was all true
               I wish it couldn't be a story
               The words all left me
               Lifeless
               Hoping
               Breathing like the drowning man

               Oh Fushia
               You leave me
               Breathing like the drowning man
               Breathing like the drowning man

               Faith
               -----
               Catch me if I fall
               I'm losing hold
               I can't just carry on this way
               And every time
               I turn away
               Lose another blind game
               The idea of perfection holds me
               Suddenly I see you change
               Everything at once
               The same
               But the mountain never moves

               Rape me like a child
               Christened in blood
               Painted like an unknown saint
               There's nothing left but hope
               Your voice is dead
               And old
               And always empty
               Trust in me through closing years
               Perfect moments wait
               If only we could stay
               Please
               Say the right words
               Or cry like the stone white clown
               And stand forever
               Lost forever in a happy crowd

               No one lifts their hands
               No one lifts their eyes
               Justified with empty words
               The party just gets better and better

               I went away alone
               With nothing left
               But faith

               The Funeral Party
               --- ------- -----
               Two pale figures
               Ache in silence
               Timeless
               In the quiet ground
               Side by side
               In age and sadness

               I watched
               And acted wordlessly
               As piece by piece
               You performed your story
               Moving through an unknown past
               Dancing at the funeral party

               Memories of childrens dreams
               Lie lifeless
               Fading
               Lifeless
               Hand in hand with fear and shadows
               Crying at the funeral party

               I heard a song
               And turned away
               As piece by piece
               You performed your story
               Noiselessly across the floor
               Dancing at the funeral party

               The Holy Hour
               --- ---- ----
               I kneel and wait in silence
               As one by one the people slip away
               Into the night
               The quiet and empty bodies
               Kiss the ground before they pray
               Kiss the ground
               And slip away

               I sit and listen dreamlessly
               A promise of salvation makes me stay
               Then look at your face
               And feel my heart pushed in
               As all around the children play
               The games they tired of yesterday
               They play
               They play

               I stand and hear my voice
               Cry out
               A wordless scream at ancient power
               It breaks against stone
               I softly leave you crying
               I cannot hold what you devour
               The sacrifice of penance
               In the holy hour

               Other Voices
               ----- ------
               Whisper your name in an empty room
               You brush past my skin
               As soft as fur
               Taking hold
               I taste your scent
               Distant noises
               Other voices
               Pounding in my broken head
               Commit the sin
               Commit yourself
               And all the other voices said
               Change your mind
               You're always wrong
               Always wrong

               Come around at christmas
               I really have to see you
               Smile at me slyly
               Another festive compromise
               But I live with desertion
               And eight million people
               Distant noises
               Of other voices
               Pulsing in my swinging arms
               Caress the sound
               So many dead
               And all the other voices sing
               Change your mind
               You're always wrong

               Primary
               -------
               The innocence of sleeping children
               Dressed in white
               And slowly dreaming
               Stops all time
               Slow my steps and start to blur
               So many years have filled my heart
               I never thought I'd say those words

               The further we go
               And older we grow
               The more we know ...
               The less we show ...

               The very first time I saw your face
               I thought of a song
               And quickly changed the tune
               The very first time I touched your skin
               I thought of a story
               And rushed to reach the end
               Too soon

               Oh remember
               Please
               Don't change

               So the fall came
               Thirteen years
               A shiny ring
               And how I could forget your name
               The air no longer in my throat
               Another perfect lie is choked
               But it always feels the same

               So they close together
               Dressed in red and yellow
               Innocent forever
               Sleeping children in their blue soft rooms
               Still dream

               The further we go
               And older we grow
               The more we know ...
               The less we show ...
    The Cure
    Pornography
    (c) 1982

    Cold
    ----
    Scarred
    Your back was turned
    Curled like an embryo
    Take another face
    You will be kissed again
    I was cold as I mouthed the words
    And crawled across the mirror
    I wait
    Await the next breath
    Your name
    Like ice into my heart

    A shallow grave
    A monument to the ruined age
    Ice in my eyes
    And eyes like ice don't move
    Screaming at the moon
    Another past time
    Your name
    Like ice into my heart

    Everything as cold as life
    Can no one save you?
    Everything
    As cold as silence
    And you never say a word

    Your name
    Like ice into my heart
    Your name
    Like ice into my heart

    The Figurehead
    --- ----------
    Sharp and open
    Leave me alone
    And sleeping less every night
    As the days become heavier and weighted
    Waiting
    In the cold light
    A noise
    A scream tears my clothes as the figurines tighten
    With spiders inside them
    And dust on the lips of a vision of hell
    I laughed in the mirror for the first time in a year

    A hundred other words blind me with your purity
    Like an old painted doll in the throes of dance
    I think about tomorrow
    Please let me sleep
    As I slip down the window
    Freshly squashed fly
    You mean nothing
    You mean nothing

    I can lose myself in Chinese art and American girls
    All the time
    Lose me in the dark
    Please do it right
    Run into the night
    I will lose myself tomorrow
    Crimson pain
    My heart explodes
    My memory in a fire
    And someone will listen
    At least for a short while

    I can never say no to anyone but you

    Too many secrets
    Too many lies
    Writhing with hatred
    Too many secrets
    Please make it good tonight
    But the same image haunts me
    In sequence
    In despair of time

    I will never be clean again
    I touched her eyes
    Pressed my stained face
    I will never be clean again

    Touch her eyes
    Press my stained face
    I will never be clean again
    I will never be clean again
    I will never be clean again
    I will never be clean again

    The Hanging Garden
    --- ------- ------
    Creatures kissing in the rain
    Shapeless in the dark again
    In the hanging garden
    Please don't speak
    In the hanging garden
    No one sleeps
    In the hanging garden
    In the hanging garden

    Catching haloes on the moon
    Gives my hands the shapes of angels
    In the heat of the night
    The animals scream
    In the heat of the night
    Walking into a dream . . .

    Fall fall fall fall
    Into the walls
    Jump jump out of time
    Fall fall fall fall
    Out of the sky
    Cover my face as the animals cry
    In the hanging garden
    In the hanging garden

    Creatures kissing in the rain
    Shapeless in the dark again
    In a hanging garden
    Change the past
    In a hanging garden
    Wearing furs
    And masks

    Fall fall fall fall
    Into the walls
    Jump jump out of time
    Fall fall fall fall
    Out of the sky
    Cover my face as the animals die
    In the hanging garden
    As the animals die
    Cover my face as the animals die

    In the hanging garden

    One Hundred Years
    --- ------- -----
    It doesn't matter if we all die
    Ambition in the back of a black car
    In a high building there is so much to do
    Going home time
    A story on the radio

    Something small falls out of your mouth
    And we laugh
    A prayer for something better
    A prayer
    For something better

    Please love me
    Meet my mother
    But the fear takes hold
    Creeping up the stairs in the dark
    Waiting for the death blow
    Waiting for the death blow
    Waiting for the death blow

    Stroking your hair as the patriots are shot
    Fighting for freedom on television
    Sharing the world with slaughtered pigs
    Have we got everything?
    She struggles to get away . . .

    The pain
    And the creeping feeling
    A little black haired girl
    Waiting for Saturday
    The death of her father pushing her
    Pushing her white face into the mirror
    Aching inside me
    And turn me round
    Just like the old days
    Just like the old days
    Just like the old days
    Just like the old days

    Caressing an old man
    And painting a lifeless face
    Just a piece of new meat in a clean room
    The soldiers close in under a yellow moon
    All shadows and deliverance
    Under a black flag
    A hundred years of blood
    Crimson
    The ribbon tightens round my throat
    I open my mouth
    And my head bursts open
    A sound like a tiger thrashing in the water
    Thrashing in the water
    Over and over
    We die one after the other
    Over and over
    We die one after the other
    One after the other
    One after the other
    One after the other
    One after the other

    It feels like a hundred years
    A hundred years
    A hundred years
    A hundred years
    A hundred years
    One hundred years

    Pornography
    -----------
    A hand in my mouth
    A life spills into the flowers
    We all look so perfect
    As we all fall down
    In an electric glare
    The old man cracks with age
    She found his last picture
    In the ashes of the fire
    An image of the queen
    Echoes round the sweating bed
    Sour yellow sounds inside my head
    In books
    And films
    And in life
    And in heaven
    The sound of slaughter
    As your body turns

    But it's too late
    But it's too late

    One more day like today and I'll kill you
    A desire for flesh
    And real blood
    I'll watch you drown in the shower
    Pushing my life through your open eyes

    I must fight this sickness
    Find a cure
    I must fight this sickness

    A Short Term Effect
    - ----- ---- ------
    Movement
    No movement
    Just a falling bird
    Cold as it hits the bleeding ground
    He lived and died
    Catch sight
    Cover me with earth
    Draped in black
    Static
    White sound

    A day without substance
    A change of thought
    An atmosphere that rots with time
    Colours that flicker in water
    A short term effect

    Scream
    As she tries to push him over
    Helpless and sick
    With teeth of madness
    Jump jump dance and sing
    Sideways across the desert
    A charcoal face
    Bites my hand
    Time is sweet
    Derange and disengage everything

    A day without substance
    A change of thought
    The atmosphere rots with time
    Colours that flicker in water
    A short term effect

    A short term effect
    A short term effect
    An echo
    And a stranger's hand
    A short term effect
    An echo
    And a stranger's hand
    A short term effect

    Siamese Twins
    ------- -----
    I chose an eternity of this
    Like falling angels
    The world disappeared
    Laughing into the fire
    Is it always like this?
    Flesh and blood and the first kiss
    The first colours
    The first kiss

    We writhed under a red light
    Voodoo smile
    Siamese twins
    A girl at the window looks at me for an hour
    Then everything falls apart
    Broken inside me
    It falls apart

    The walls and the ceiling move in time
    Push a blade into my hands
    Slowly up the stairs
    And into the room
    Is it always like this?

    Dancing in my pocket
    Worms eat my skin
    She glows and grows
    With arms outstretched
    Her legs around me

    In the morning I cried

    Leave me to die
    You won't remember my voice
    I walked away and grew old
    You never talk
    We never smile
    I scream
    You're nothing
    I don't need you any more
    You're nothing

    It fades and spins
    Fades and spins

    Sing out loud
    We all die
    Laughing into the fire

    Is it always like this?
    Is it always like this?
    Is it always like this?

    A Strange Day
    - ------- ---
    Give me your eyes
    That I might see the blind man kissing my hands
    The sun is humming
    My head turns to dust as he plays on his knees
    As he plays on his knees

    And the sand
    And the sea grows
    I close my eyes
    Move slowly through drowning waves
    Going away on a strange day

    And I laugh as I drift in the wind
    Blind
    Dancing on a beach of stone
    Cherish the faces as they wait for the end
    Sudden hush across the water
    And we're here again

    And the sand
    And the sea grows
    I close my eyes
    Move slowly through drowning waves
    Going away
    On a strange day

    My head falls backs
    And the walls crash down
    And the sky
    And the impossible
    Explode
    Held for one moment I remember a song
    An impression of sound
    Then everything is gone
    Forever

    A strange day
    A strange day

    The Cure
    Japanese Whispers
    (c) 1983

    Just One Kiss
    -------------

    I remember the time that you rained all night
    The queen of Siam in my arms
    Remember the time that the islands sank
    But nobody opened their eyes

    Remember that time that the trees fell down
    The wood crashing through the wall
    Remember the sound that could wake the dead
    But nobody woke up at all

    Somebody died for this
    Somebody died for just one kiss

    Remember the time that the sky went black
    We waited alone on the sands
    Remember the taste of the raging sea
    But nobody held out their hands

    Somebody died for this
    Somebody died
    For just one kiss

    Just one kiss
    Just one kiss

    Lament
    ------

    Today there was a tragedy
    Underneath the bridge
    A man walked
    Cold and blue
    Into La Ment
    The sky coloured perfect
    As the man slipped away
    Waving with a last vanilla smile

    Somewhere at a table
    Two drowned fools
    Smoking
    Drinking water as they talked
    Of how they loved our lady
    And oh the smell as candles die

    One more ice cream river body
    Flowed underneath the bridge
    Underneath the bridge

    Let's Go to Bed
    ---------------

    Doo doo doo doo
    Doo doo doo doo

    Let me take your hand
    I'm shaking like milk
    Turning
    Turning blue
    All over the windows and the floors
    Fires outside in the sky
    Look as perfect as cats
    The two of us
    Together again
    But it's just the same
    A stupid game

    But I don't care if you don't
    And I don't feel if you don't
    And I don't want it if you don't
    And I won't say it
    If you won't say it first

    You think you're tired now
    But wait until three
    Laughing at the Christmas lights
    You remember from December
    All of this then back again
    Another girl
    Another name
    Stay alive but stay the same
    It's just the same
    A stupid game

    But I don't care if you don't
    And I don't feel if you don't
    And I don't want it if you don't
    And I won't say it
    If you won't say it first

    You can't even see now
    So you ask me the way
    You wonder if it's real
    Because it couldn't be rain
    Through the right doorway
    And into the white room
    It used to be the dust that would lay here
    When I came here alone

    Doo doo doo doo
    Doo doo doo doo
    Let's go to bed

    The Lovecats
    ------------

    We move like cagey tigers
    We couldn't get closer than this
    The way we walk
    The way we talk
    The way we stalk
    The way we kiss
    We slip through the streets
    While everyone sleeps
    Getting bigger and sleeker
    And wider and brighter
    We bite and scratch and scream all night
    Let's go and
    Throw all the songs we know

    Into the sea
    You and me
    All these years and no one heard
    I'll show you in spring
    It's a treacherous thing
    We missed you hissed the lovecats

    We're so wonderfully wonderfully wonderfully
    Wonderfully pretty
    Oh you know that I'd do anything for you
    We should have each other to tea huh?
    We should have each other with cream
    Then curl up by the fire
    And sleep for awhile
    It's the grooviest thing
    It's the perfect dream

    Hand in hand
    Is the only way to land
    And always the right way round
    Not broken in pieces
    Like hated little meeces
    How could we miss
    Someone as dumb as this

    I love you ... let's go
    Oh ... solid gone ...
    How could we miss someone as dumb
    As this?

    Speak My Language
    -----------------

    It was only yesterday
    Waving arms across the street
    Your white face left me blue
    How can I say all the things
    I have to say to you
    Oh all the people here
    All look the same
    The little time I spend with you
    We drink each other dry

    Mammnnarghaassstmmetc
    Speak my language

    It was only yesterday
    My eyes touched yours across the street
    We cut the words
    And waved goodbye
    And dropped off the edge of the world

    Mammnnarghaassstmmetc
    Speak my language

    The Dream
    ---------

    You're too far away
    Too far away to touch
    And this mother's love inside me
    Hurts too much
    Prettily waving
    Playing on the sand
    Dreaming of everything
    Dancing
    Dancing in our hands
    Dancing
    Dancing

    Dizzy dizzy dizzy
    As I speak
    Like a tumbling cat
    I watch in fascination
    Like a vampire bat
    Don't do it don't do it
    Don't do it don't do it
    Don't give it away
    We'll use it up tomorrow
    If we don't use it today

    Rest your head
    Oh just put it outside
    All wrapped up in ribbons
    The night
    The dream
    The time love died

    We pushed it in our mouths
    Pushed it deep inside
    All wrapped up in ribbons
    The night
    The dream
    The time
    Love died

    The Walk
    --------

    I called you after midnight
    Then ran until my heart burst
    I passed the howling woman
    And stood outside your door

    We walked around the lake
    And woke up in the rain
    And everyone turned over
    Troubled in their dreams again

    Visiting time is over
    And so we walk away
    And both play dead then cry out loud
    Why we always cry this way?

    I kissed you in the water
    And made your dry lips sing
    I saw you look
    Like a Japanese baby
    In an instant I remembered everything

    I called you after midnight
    Then ran until my heart burst
    I passed the howling woman
    And stood outside your door

    I kissed you in the water
    And made your dry lips sing
    I saw you look
    Like a Japanese baby
    In an instant I remembered everything

    The Upstairs Room
    -----------------

    I love it all
    These games we play
    I close my eyes
    You run away
    I'm sure I asked you to stay
    But now you're gone
    And so I feel the grey
    Pulse in my head
    I turn off the lights and crawl into bed
    I try to think of sunshine
    But my body goes wet
    With the first crash of thunder

    I don't think I can know
    Anyone but you dear
    That's for sure

    When it gets to four
    It's my turn to go
    Oh the kiss
    So alcoholic and slow
    Arranging me for Saturday
    I thought you would know
    That I always sleep
    Alone

    I don't think I can know
    Anyone but you
    Dear
    That's for sure

    The upstairs room is cool and bright
    We can go up there in summer
    And dance all night

    Your sister started talking at a minute after ten
    So everyone jumped up
    And then fell over again
    In April you can join them
    And stare at me
    At the ghost from your past
               The Cure
               The Top  (c) 1984


               Bananafishbones
               ---------------
               Curl into a ball like you have more fun
               That would make it faster
               Why do you do it do you act like you?...

               Don't fight
               Go red and blue and black and white
               Sell this sell this
               Or leave it senseless like a suck on a gun?
               Put a piece of metal in your head you said
               Make you dead
               Make you hippa hippa hippa hippa

               A palace of stones
               Of your bananafish bones
               I'll buy you a hundred years old
               To celebrate our difference
               Theorise and talk yourself
               Until you're tired and old

               Disappear everywhere and watch me
               Pull my lips apart
               Exploit inspire encourage
               Be responsible for this
               Ha ha

               I don't think
               I don't think
               I make use of all this time
               Oh kill me kiss me once
               And then we'll throw it away
               And then we'll throw it away

               Turn off the lights
               And tell me about the games you play

               Bird Mad Girl
               ---- --- ----
               This girl has got a smile
               That can make me cry
               This girl just burns with love
               She's burning burning deep outside

               Night time night time
               Sets my house on fire
               I'll turn into the melting man
               I'll lose my life
               To feel I feel desire

               Oh I should feel
               Like a polar bear
               Like a polar bear
               It's impossible

               She flies outside this cage
               Singing girl-mad words
               I keep her dark thoughts deep inside
               As black as stone
               As mad as birds

               Wild wild wild
               And never turn away
               Sends me all her love
               She sends me everything
               She sends me everywhere

               Oh I could be
               A polar bear
               Oh I could be
               A polar bear
               But it's impossible

               I try to talk
               The sky goes red
               I forget
               So fill my head
               With some of this
               Some of that
               Some of every word she said

               Oh I should be
               A polar bear
               But it's imposible

               The Caterpillar
               --- -----------
               Flicka flicka flicka
               Here you are
               Cata cata cata
               Caterpillar girl
               Flowing in
               And filling up my hopeless heart
               Oh never never go
               Dust my lemon lies
               With powder pink and sweet
               The day I stop
               Is the day you change
               And fly away from me

               You flicker
               And you're beautiful
               You glow inside my head
               You hold me hynotized
               I'm mesmerized
               Your flames
               The flames that kiss me dead

               Dressing Up
               -------- --
               Going under slowly
               It never seems too late
               Going under so slow

               Dressing up to kiss
               Dressing up to touch all this

               I'm dressing up to dance all week
               I'm dressing up to sleep

               Dressing up to kiss
               Dressing up to be all this

               I could eat your face
               I could eat all of you
               Oh this night will never let me go...

               Going under slowly
               Never seems too late
               Going under slow
               You'll pick me up again

               The Empty World
               --- ----- -----
               As stiff as toys
               And tall as men
               And swaying like the wind torn trees
               She talked about the empty world
               With eyes like poison birds

               She talked about the armies
               That marched inside her head
               And how they made her dreams go bad
               But oh how happy she was
               How proud she was
               To be fighting in the war
               In the empty world

               Give Me It
               ---- -- --
               Get away from me
               Get your fingers out of my face
               This room's so hot
               This room's so hot

               I break the walls

               Get away from me
               Leave me alone
               Like the pig on the stairs
               Hanging
               In a groovy purple shirt

               Gasping for air
               I'm gasping for air
               I'm gasping for love
               I'm gasping for air

               Slit the cats like cheese
               Then eat the sweet sticky things
               Suck harder suck harder
               Suck your insides insides out

               Blood thick swimming round your feet
               As you're choking
               Choking
               Choking on the fleshy words

               Give me it give me it give me it
               Deaden my glassy mind
               Give me it give me it give me it
               Make me blind
               One step back and one step down
               And slip the needles in my side

               My head is cold
               My hands are cold
               My heart is cold
               My heart is black
               And stops every fucking night
               Every night
               I wait until it stops

               Sing birds sing birds sing birds sing
               Get away

               Piggy in the Mirror
               ----- -- --- ------
               Shapes in the drink like christ
               Cracks in the pale blue wall
               I'm walking slowly and quickly but
               Always away
               Twisting twisting to the floor

               Flowers in your mouth and the same dry
               Song the routine from laughter land
               16 white legs and a row of teeth
               I watch you in secrecy

               Your dying for the hope is gone
               >From here we go nowhere again
               I'm trapped in my face and I'm changing
               Too much
               I can't climb out the way I fell in

               Jump with me
               For that old forgotten dance
               The midnight sun will burn you up
               Your life is cold
               Your life is hot
               Your life's too much for words

               These occasions are such a relief
               Another point another view to send
               We start to talk
               And it's all so safe
               I feed you in my dreams

               Footsteps on a wire
               High above my head
               The stain reveals my real intention
               I'm the waiting beast
               I'm the twisted nerve
               As I dance dance
               Back to the body in my bed

               Look at the piggy
               Piggy in the mirror

               Shake Dog Shake
               ----- --- -----
               Ha ha ha
               Wake up in the dark
               The after-taste of anger in the back of my mouth
               Spit it on the wall
               And cough some more
               And scrape my skin with razor blades

               And make up in the new blood
               And try to look so good
               Follow me
               Make up in the new blood
               And follow me to where the real fun is
               Ha ha ha

               As stale and selfish as a sick dog
               Spurning sex like an animal of god
               I'll tear your red hair by the roots
               And hold you blazing
               Hold you cherished in the dead electric light

               Your face
               I'll never see you this way again
               I captured it so perfectly
               As if I knew you'd disappear away

               Shake shake shake shake
               Shake shake shake shake
               Shake dog shake
               Shake shake shake shake
               Shake shake shake shake
               Shake dog shake

               You hit me again
               You howl and hit me again
               The same sharp pain
               Wakes me in the dark
               And cuts me from my throat to my pounding heart
               My heart
               My shaking heart
               My howl my shake dog

               Oh shake dog shake
               Shake shake
               Shake dog shake

               But we slept all night in the virgin's bed
               And dreamed of death
               And breathed like sick dogs
               We slept all night in the virgin's bed
               And breathed like death
               And dreamed of sick dogs

               Shake shake
               Shake dog shake

               Wake up wake up wake up
               Shake dog shake
               Wake up wake up wake up
               Shake dog shake
               Wake up in the new blood
               Make up in the new blood
               Shake up in the new blood
               And follow me to where the real fun is
               Shake dog shake

               The Top
               --- ---
               I don't care
               If only I could say that
               And not feel so sick and scared
               I don't care
               If only I could say that
               If only my eyes would close

               It's jesus brilliant
               You used to laugh
               Walking these gorgeous blocks
               This top is the place
               Where nobody goes
               You just imagine
               You just imagine it all

               Every day I lie here
               And know that it's true
               All I really want is you
               Please come back
               Please come back
               Like all the other ones do

               Please come back
               All of you

               Wailing Wall
               ------- ----
               The holy city breathed
               Like a dying man
               It moved with hopeful tears
               With the tears of the blind

               And on and on as the night drew in
               Through broken streets
               That sucked me in
               My feet were bare and cut with stones
               With walking to the promised land

               I pushed through crowds
               Through seas of prayer
               Through twisting hands and choking air
               A vulture at the wailing wall
               I circled
               Waiting
               The Cure
               Head On The Door
               (c) 1985

               The Baby Screams
               ----------------

               Heaven
               Give me a sign
               Waiting for the sun to shine
               Pleasure fills up my dreams
               And I love it
               Like a baby screams

               Its so useless
               How can you be proud
               When you're sinking into the ground
               Into the ground fills up my dreams
               And I love it
               Like a baby screams

               Couldn't ask for more you said
               Take it all
               And strike me
               Strike me dead

               Waiting again
               Waiting
               Like I waited before
               Waiting again
               Waiting here for nothing at all
               Heaven fills up my dreams
               And I love it
               Like a baby screams

               Couldn't ask for more you said
               Couldn't ever let it end
               Take it all
               Take it all
               And strike me dead

               Heaven
               Heaven

               Close to Me
               -----------

               I've waited hours for this
               I've made myself so sick
               I wish I'd stayed asleep today
               I never thought that this day would end
               I never thought that tonight could ever be
               This close to me

               Just try to see in the dark
               Just try to make it work
               To feel the fear before you're here
               I make the shapes come much too close
               I pull my eyes out
               Hold my breath
               And wait until I shake

               But if I had your faith
               Then I could make it safe and clean
               If only I was sure
               That my head on the door was a dream

               I've waited hours for this
               I've made myself so sick
               I wish I'd stayed asleep today
               I never thought that this day would end
               I never thought that tonight could ever be
               This close to me

               But if I had your face
               I could make it safe and clean
               If only I was sure
               That my head on the door
               Was a dream

               Inbetween Days
               --------------

               Yesterday I got so old
               I felt like I could die
               Yesterday I got so old
               It made me want to cry
               Go on go on
               Just walk away
               Your choice is made
               Go on go on
               And disappear
               Go on go on
               Away from here

               And I know I was wrong
               When I said it was true
               That it couldn't be me and be her
               Inbetween without you
               Without you

               Yesterday I got so scared
               I shivered like a child
               Yesterday away from you
               It froze me deep inside
               Come back come back
               Don't walk away
               Come back come back
               Come back today
               Come back come back
               Why can't you see
               Come back come back
               Come back to me

               And I know I was wrong
               When I said it was true
               That it couldn't be me and be her
               Inbetween without you
               Without you

               Kyoto Song
               ----------

               A nightmare of you
               Of death in the pool
               Wakes me up at quarter to three
               I'm lying on the floor of the night before
               With a stranger lying next to me
               A nightmare of you
               Of death in the pool
               I see no further now than this dream
               The trembling hand of the trembling man
               Hold my mouth
               To hold in a scream

               I try to think
               To make it slow
               If only here is where I go
               If this is real
               I have to see
               I turn on fire
               And next to me
               It looks good
               It tastes like nothing on earth
               It looks good
               It tastes like nothing on earth
               Its so smooth it even feels like skin
               It tells me how it feels to be new

               It tells me how it feels to be new
               A thousand voices whisper it true
               It tells me how it feels to be new
               And every voice belongs
               Every voice belongs to you

               A Night Like This
               -----------------

               Say goodbye on a night like this
               If it's the last thing we ever do
               You never looked as lost as this
               Sometimes it doesn't even look like you
               It goes dark
               It goes darker still
               Please stay
               But I watch you like I'm made of stone
               As you walk away

               I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night
               A witch hunt for another girl
               For always and ever is always for you
               Your trust
               The most gorgeously stupid thing I ever cut in the world

               Say hello on a day like today
               Say it everytime you move
               The way that you look at me now
               Makes me wish I was you
               It goes deep
               It goes deeper still
               This touch
               And the smile and the shake of your head

               I'm coming to find you if it takes me all night
               Can't stand here like this anymore
               For always and ever is always for you
               I want it to be perfect
               Like before
               I want to change it all

               I want to change

               Push
               ----

               Go go go
               Push him away
               No no no
               Don't let him stay

               He gets inside to stare at her
               The seeping mouth
               The mouth that knows
               The secret you
               Always you
               A smile to hide the fear away
               Oh smear this man across the walls
               Like strawberries and cream
               Its the only way to be

               Exactly the same clean room
               Exactly the same clean bed
               But I've stayed away too long this time
               And I've got too big to fit this time...

               Screw
               -----

               When you screw up your eyes
               When you screw up your face
               When you throw out your arms
               And keep changing your shape
               Taste the taste in your mouth
               Taste the taste on your tongue
               On the film on your eyes of what I've become

               What do I do when you screw up your eyes?
               What do I do when you screw up your face?
               What do I do
               When you throw out your arms
               Fall on the floor
               And keep changing your shape?
               Jump right into your mouth?
               Jump around on your tongue?

               And the film on your eyes of the way I've become
               Makes me sick at the way that I try
               Anything in the world
               To impress that I'm doing this
               Only for you

               Sinking
               -------

               I am slowing down
               As the years go by
               I am sinking
               So I trick myself
               Like everybody else

               The secrets I hide
               Twist me inside
               They make me weaker

               So I trick myself
               Like everybody else
               I crouch in fear and wait
               I'll never feel again

               If only I could remember
               Anything at all

               Six Different Ways
               ------------------

               This is stranger than I thought
               Six different ways inside my heart
               And everyone I'll keep tonight
               Six different ways go deep inside

               I'll tell them anything at all
               I know I'll give them more and more

               I'll tell them anything at all
               I know I'll give the world and more
               The think I'm on my hands and head
               This time they're much too slow

               Six sides to every lie I say
               It's that American voice again
               It was never quite like this before
               Not one of you is the same

               This is stranger than I thought
               Six different ways inside my heart
               And everyone I'll keep tonight
               Six different ways go deep inside

               The Blood
               ---------

               Tell me who doesn't love
               What can never come back
               You can never forget how it used to feel
               The illusion is deep
               Its as deep as the night
               I can tell by your tears you remember it all

               I am paralysed by the blood of Christ
               Though it clouds my eyes
               I can never stop

               How it feels to be dry
               Walking bare in the sun
               Every mirage I see is a mirage of you
               As I cool in the twilight
               Taste the salt on my skin
               I recall all the tears
               All the broken words

               I am paralysed by the blood of Christ
               Though it clouds my eyes
               I can never stop

               When the sunsets glow drifts away from you
               You'll no longer know
               If any of this was really true at all

         The Cure
    Kiss Me Kiss Me Kiss Me
         (c) 1987

    All I Want
    --- - ----

    Tonight I'm feeling like an animal
    Tonight I'm howling inside
    Tonight I'm feeling like an animal
    Tonight I'm going wild

    And all I want is to be with you again
    And all I want is to hold you like a dog
    And all I want is to be with you again
    With you again
    Just to hold you like a dog

    Tonight I'm screaming like an animal
    Tonight I'm losing control
    Tonight I'm screaming like an animal
    Tonight oh I'm getting so low

    And all I want is to be with you again
    And all I want is to hold you like a dog
    And all I want is to be with you again
    With you again
    Just to hold you like a dog
    That's all I want

    Catch
    -----

    Yes I know who you remind me of
    A girl I think I used to know
    Yes I'd see her when the day got colder
    On those days when it felt like snow

    You know I even think that she stared like you
    She used to just stand there and stare
    And roll her eyes right up to heaven
    And make like I just wasn't there

    And she used to fall down a lot
    That girl was always falling
    Again and again
    And I used to sometimes try to catch her
    But I never even caught her name

    And sometimes we would spend the night
    Just rolling about on a floor
    And I remember
    Even though it felt soft at the time
    I always used to wake up sore

    You know I even think that she smiled like you
    She used to just stand there and smile
    And her eyes would go all sort of far away
    And stay like that for quite a while

    And I remember she used to fall down a lot
    That girl was always falling
    Again and again
    And I used to sometimes try to catch her
    But I never even caught her name

    Yes I sometimes even tried to catch her
    But I never even caught her name

    Fight
    -----

    Sometimes there's nothing to feel
    Sometimes there's nothing to hold
    Sometimes there's no time to run away
    Sometimes you just feel so old
    The times it hurts when you cry
    The times it hurts just to breathe
    And then it all seems like there's no-one left
    And all you want is to sleep

    Fight fight fight
    Just push it away
    Fight fight fight
    Just push until it breaks
    Fight fight fight
    Don't cry at the pain
    Fight fight fight
    Or watch yourself burn again
    Fight fight fight
    Don't howl like a dog
    Fight fight
    Just fill up the sky
    Fight fight fight
    Fight til you drop
    Fight fight fight
    And never never
    Never stop

    Fight fight fight
    Fight fight fight

    So when the hurting starts
    And when the nightmares begin
    Remember you can fill up the sky
    You don't have to give in
    You don't have to give in

    Never give in
    Never give in
    Never give in

    Hey You!!!
    --- ------

    Hey you!!!
    Yes you
    Yes you the one that looks like Christmas
    Come over here and kiss me
    Kiss me

    Hey you!!!
    Yes you
    Yes you the one that looks delirious
    Come over here and kiss me
    Kiss me

    Hot Hot Hot!!!
    --- --- ------

    The first time I saw lightening strike
    I saw it underground
    Six deep feet below the street
    The sky came crashing down
    For a second that place was lost in space
    Then everything went black
    I left that basement burning
    And I never went back

    The second time I saw it strike
    I saw it at sea
    It lit up the fish like rain
    And rained then down on me
    For a second that boat was still afloat
    Then everything went black
    I left it underwater
    And I never went back

    Hey hey hey!!!
    But I like it when that lightening comes
    Hey hey hey!!!
    Yes I like it alot
    Hey hey hey!!!
    Yes I'm jumping like a jumping jack
    Dancing screaming itching squealing fevered
    Feeling hot hot hot!!!

    The third time I saw lightening strike
    It hit me in bed
    It threw me around
    And left me for dead
    For a second that room was on the moon
    Then everything went black
    I left that house on fire
    And I never went back

    Hey hey hey!!!
    But I like it when that lightening comes
    Hey hey hey!!!
    Yes I like it alot
    Hey hey hey!!!
    Yes I'm jumping like a jumping jack
    Dancing screaming itching squealing fevered
    Feeling hot hot hot!!!

    How Beautiful You Are
    --- --------- --- ---

    You want to know why I hate you?
    Well I'll try and explain...
    You remember that day in Paris
    When we wandered through the rain
    And promised to each other
    That we'd always think the same
    And dreamed that dream
    To be two souls as one
    And stopped just as the sun set
    And waited for the night
    Outside a glittering building
    Of glittering glass and burning light...

    And in the road before us
    Stood a weary greyish man
    Who held a child upon his back
    A small boy by the hand
    The three of them were dressed in rags
    And thinner than the air
    And all six eyes stared fixedly on you

    The father's eyes said "Beautiful!
    How beautiful you are!"
    The boy's eyes said
    "How beautiful!
    She shimmers like a star!"
    The childs eyes uttered nothing
    But a mute and utter joy
    And filled my heart with shame for us
    At the way we are

    I turned to look at you
    To read my thoughts upon your face
    And gazed so deep into your eyes
    So beautiful and strange
    Until you spoke
    And showed me understanding is a dream
    "I hate these people staring
    Make them go away from me!"

    The fathers eyes said "Beautiful!
    How beautiful you are!"
    The boys eyes said
    "How beautiful! She glitters like a star!"
    The child's eyes uttered joy
    And stilled my heart with sadness
    For the way we are

    And this is why I hate you
    And how I understand
    That no-one ever knows or loves another

    Or loves another

    Icing Sugar
    ----- -----

    Your delicious
    Dreaming
    Slack jawed
    Green eyed
    Rub my nose in
    Icing sugar
    Smooth as
    When this cold and deadly
    Blade
    Kissed the fruit
    So soft
    And gently breathing
    Under your skin

    Oh I'll empty you
    I'll empty you
    As empty as a boy can be
    As empty
    As a boy can be

    If Only Tonight We Could Sleep
    -- ---- ------- -- ----- -----

    If only tonight we could sleep
    In a bed made of flowers
    If only tonight we could fall
    In a deathless spell

    If only tonight we could slide
    Into deep black water
    And breathe
    And breathe...

    Then an angel would come
    With burning eyes like stars
    And bury us deep
    In his velvet arms

    And the rain would cry
    As our faces slipped away
    And the rain would cry

    Don't let it end...

    Just Like Heaven
    ---- ---- ------

    "Show me how you do that trick
    The one that makes me scream" she said
    "The one that makes me laugh" she said
    And threw her arms around my neck
    "Show me how you do it
    And I promise you I promise that
    I'll run away with you
    I'll run away with you"

    Spinning on that dizzy edge
    I kissed her face and kissed her head
    And dreamed of all the different ways I had
    To make her glow
    "Why are you so far away?" she said
    "Why won't you ever know that I'm in love with you
    That I'm in love with you"

    You
    Soft and only
    You
    Lost and lonely
    You
    Strange as angels
    Dancing in the deepest oceans
    Twisting in the water
    You're just like a dream

    Daylight licked me into shape
    I must have been asleep for days
    And moving lips to breathe her name
    I opened up my eyes
    And found myself alone alone
    Alone above a raging sea
    That stole the only girl I loved
    And drowned her deep inside of me

    You
    Soft and only
    You
    Lost and lonely
    You
    Just like heaven

    Like Cockatoos
    ---- ---------

    She walked out of her house
    And looked around
    At all the gardens that looked
    Back at her house
    (Like all the faces
    That quiz when you smile...)

    And he was standing
    At the corner
    Where the road turned dark
    A part of shiny wet
    Like blood the rain fell
    Black down on the street

    And kissed his feet she fell
    Her head an inch away from heaven
    And her face pressed tight
    And all around the night sang out
    Like cockatoos

    "There are a thousand things" he said
    "I'll never say those things to you again"
    And turning on his heel
    He left a trace of bubbles
    Bleeding in his stead

    And in her head
    A picture of a boy who left her
    Lonely in the rain
    (And all around the night sang out
    like cockatoos)

    One More Time
    --- ---- ----

    I'd love to touch the sky tonight
    I'd love to touch the sky
    So take me in your arms
    And lift me like a child
    And hold me up so high
    And never let me go
    Take me
    Take me in your arms tonight

    Hold me
    Hold me up so high
    And never let me down
    Hold me
    Hold me up so high
    To touch the sky
    Just one more time

    Take me in your arms tonight
    Take me in your arms
    Just one more time
    Just one more time
    Just one more time

    The Perfect Girl
    --- ------- ----

    You're such a strange girl
    I think you come from another world
    You're such a strange girl
    I really don't understand a word
    You're such a strange girl
    I'd like to shake you around and around
    You're such a strange girl
    I'd like
    To turn you
    All upside down

    You're such a
    Strange girl
    The way you look like you do
    You're such a strange girl
    I want
    To be with you

    I think I'm falling
    I think I'm falling in
    I think I'm falling in love with you
    With you

    Shiver and Shake
    ------ --- -----

    You're just a waste of time
    You're just a babbling face
    You're just three sick holes that run like sores
    You're a fucking waste
    You're like a slug on the girl
    Oh you're useless and ugly
    And useless and ugly
    And I shiver and shake
    When I think of how you make me hate

    I want to smash you to pieces
    I want to smash you up and screaming
    I want to smash you helpless
    Down on the floor
    Smash you until you're not here anymore

    And I shiver and shake
    Shiver and shake

    The Kiss
    --- ----

    Kiss me kiss me kiss me
    Your tongue is like poison
    So swollen it fills up my mouth

    Love me love me love me
    You nail me to the floor
    And push my guts all inside out

    Get it out get it out get it out
    Get your fucking voice
    Out of my head

    I never wanted this
    I never wanted any of this
    I wish you were dead
    I wish you were dead

    I never wanted any of this
    I wish you were dead
    Dead
    Dead
    Dead

    The Snakepit
    --- --------

    Well we're a mile under the ground
    And I'm thinking that it's Christmas
    And I'm kissing you hard
    Like I've got very important business
    And no-one knows
    And no-one sees us
    Because they're drinking themselves senseless
    And I'm writhing
    And I'm writhing
    And I'm writhing in the snakepit

    Well I'm out in a car
    And it's just full of stupid girls
    And I've forgotten how to speak
    And I just can't remember a word
    And my eyes feel like they're bursting
    And they're splitting like plums
    And I'm writhing
    And I'm writhing
    And I'm writhing in the snakepit

    A Thousand Hours
    - -------- -----

    For how much longer can I howl into this wind?
    For how much longer
    Can I cry like this?

    A thousand wasted hours a day
    Just to feel my heart for a second
    A thousand hours just thrown away
    Just to feel my heart for a second

    For how much longer can I howl into this wind?

    Torture
    -------

    I'm in the room without a light
    The room without a view
    I'm here for one more treacherous night
    Another night with you
    It tortures me to move my hands
    To try to move at all
    And pulled
    My skin so tight it screams
    And screams and screams
    And pulls some more

    Hanging like this
    Like a vampire bat
    Hanging like this
    Hanging on your back
    I'm helpless again

    My body is cut and broken
    It's shattered and sore
    My body is cut wide open
    I can't stand anymore
    It tortures me to move my hands
    To try to move at all
    And pulled
    My skin so tight screams
    And screams and screams
    And screams some more

    Hanging like this
    Like a vampire bat
    Hanging like this hanging on your back
    Oh it's torture
    And I'm almost there
    It's torture
    But I'm almost there

    It's torture
    But I'm almost there
    It's torture
    But I'm almost there

    Why Can't I Be You?
    --- ----- - -- ----

    You're so gorgeous I'll do anything
    I'll kiss you from your feet
    To where your head begins
    You're so perfect you're so right as rain
    You make me
    Make me hungry again

    Everything you do is irresistable
    Everything you do is simply kissable
    Why can't I be you?

    I'll run around in circles
    Til I run out of breath
    I'll eat you all up
    Or I'll just hug you to death
    You're so wonderful
    Too good to be true
    You make me
    Make me hungry for you

    Everything you do is simply delicate
    Everything you do is quite angelicate
    Why can't I be you?

    You turn my head when you turn around
    You turn the whole world upside down
    I'm smitten I'm bitten I'm hooked I'm cooked
    I'm stuck like glue
    You make me
    Make me hungry for you

    Everything you do is simply dreamy
    Everything you do is quite delicious
    Why can't I be you?
    Why can't I be you?
    Why can't I be you?

    You're simply elegant!!!
    The Cure
    Disitgration
    (c) 1989

    Closedown
    ----------
    i'm running out of time i'm out of step and
    closing down and never sleep for wanting hours
    the empty hours of greed and uselessly always
    the need to feel again the real belief of
    something more than mockery if only i could
    fill my heart with love

    Disintegration
    ---------------
    oh i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless
    kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the
    velvety up tight against the side of me and
    mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in
    thickening streams of greed as bit by bit it
    starts the need to just let go my party piece

    oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss
    before i feed the stench of a love for a younger
    meat and the sound that it makes when it cuts
    in deep the holding up on bended knees the
    addiction of duplicities as bit by bit it starts
    the need to just let go my party piece

    but i never said i would stay to the end so i
    leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
    screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
    screaming me over and over and over i leave
    you with photographs pictures of trickery
    stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery
    songs about happiness murmured in dreams
    when we both us knew how the ending would
    be...

    so it's all come back round to breaking apart
    again breking apart like i'm made up of glass
    again making it up behind my back again
    holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
    holding it up behind my head again cut in deep
    to the heart of the bone again round and round
    and round and it's coming apart again over and
    over and over

    now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces i'll
    pull out my heart and i'll feed it to anyone
    crying for sympathy crocodile cry for the love
    of the crowd and the three cheers from
    everyone dropping through sky through the
    glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth
    through the mouth of your eye through the eye
    of the needle it's easier for me to get closer to
    heaven than ever feel whole again

    i never said i would stay to the end i knew i
    would leave you with babies and everything
    screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
    screaming me over and over and over i leave
    you with photographs pictues of trickery
    stains on the carpet and stains on the memory
    songs about
    happiness murmured in dreams when we both
    of us knew how the end always is...

    how the end always is...

    Fascination Street
    -------------------
    oh it's opening time down on fascination street
    so let's cut the conversation and get out for a
    bit because i feel it all fading and paling and i'm
    begging to drag you down with me to kick the
    last nail in yeah i like you in that like i like you
    to scream but if you open your mouth then i
    cant be responsible for quite what goes in or
    to care what comes out so just pull on your hair
    just pull on your pout and let's move to the beat
    like we know that it's over if you slip going
    under slip over my shoulder so just pull on your
    face just pull on your feet and let's hit opening
    time down on fascination street

    so pull on your hair pull on your pout cut the
    conversation just open your mouth pull on your
    face pull on your feet and let's hit opening time
    down on fascination street

    Homesick
    ---------
    hey hey! just one more and i'll walk away all
    the everything you win turns to nothing today
    and i forget when to move when my mouth is this
    dry and my eyes are bursting  hearts in a blood-
    stained sky oh it was sweet it was wild and oh
    how we...i trembled stuck in honey honey
    cling to me so just one more just one more go
    inspire in me the desire in me to never go home

    oh just one more and i'll walk away all the
    everything you win turns to nothing today so
    just one more just one more go inspire in me
    the desire in me to never go home

    Last Dance
    -----------
    i'm so glad you came i'm so glad
    you remembered to see how we're endeding our last
    dance together expectant too puctual but
    prettier than ever i really believed that this time
    it's forever

    but older than me now more constant more real
    and the fur and the mouth and the innocence
    turned to hair and contentment that hangs in
    abesement a woman now standing where once
    there was only a girl

    i'm so glad you came i'm so glad you
    remembered the walking through walls in the
    heart of december the blindness of happiness
    of falling down laughing and i really believed
    that this time was forever

    but christmas falls late now flatter and colder
    and never as bright as when we used to fall all
    this in an instant before i can kiss you a woman
    now standing were once there was only a girl

    i'm so gled that you came i'm so glld you
    remembered to see how we're ending our last
    dance together reluctantly cautiously but
    prettier than ever i really beleived that this time
    it's forever

    but christman falls late now flatter and colder
    and never as bright as when we used to fall and
    even if we drink i don't think we would kiss in
    the way that we did when the woman was only a
    girl

    Lovesong
    ---------
    whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
    like i am home again whenever i'm alone with
    you you make me feel like i am whole again

    whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
    like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
    you you make me feel like i am fun again

    however far away i will always love you however
    long i stay i will always love you whatever
    words i say i will always love you i will always
    love you

    whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
    like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
    you you make me feel like i am clean again

    however far away i will always love you however
    long i stay i will always love you whatever
    words i say i will always love you i will always
    love you

    Lullaby
    --------
    on candystripe legs spiderman comes
    softly through the shadow of the evening sun
    stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
    looking for the victim shivering in bed
    searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
    suddenly! a movement in the corner of the
    room! and there is nothing i can do when i
    realise with freight that the spiderman is having
    me for dinner tonight

    quietly he laughs and shaking his head creeps
    closer now closer to the foot of the bed and
    softer than shadow and quicker than flies his
    arms are all around me and his tongue in my
    eyes "be still be calm be quiet now my precious
    boy don't struggle like that or i will only love
    you more for it's much too late to get away or
    turn on the light the spiderman is having you
    for dinner tonight"

    and i feel like i'm being eaten by a thousand
    million shivering furry holes and i know that in
    the morning i will wake up in the shivering cold
    and the spiderman is always hungry...

    Pictures of You
    ----------------
    i've been looking so long at these pictures of
    you that i almost beleive that they're real i've
    been living so long with my pictures of you that
    i almost believe that the pictures are all i can
    feel

    remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
    i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
    the sky fell in holding you close how i always
    held close in your fear remembering you
    running soft through the night you were bigger
    and brigther than the snow and
    screamed at the make-beleive screamed at the
    sky and you finally found all your courage to
    let it all go

    remembering you fallen into my arms crying
    for the death of your heart you were stone
    white so delicate lost in the cold you were
    always so lost in the dark remembering you
    how you used to be slow drowned you were
    angels so much more than everything oh hold
    for the last time then slip away quietly open
    my eyes but i never see anything

    if only i had thought of the right words i could
    have hold on to your heart if only i'd thought of
    the right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all
    my pictures of you

    Looking So long at these pictures of you but i
    never hold on to your heart looking so  long for
    the words to be true but always just breaking
    apart my pictures of you

    there was nothing in the world that i ever
    wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
    there was nothing in the world that i ever
    wanted more than to never feel the breaking
    apart all my pictures of you

    Plainsong
    ----------
    "i think it's dark and it looks like rain" you said
    "and the wind is blowing like it's the end of the
    world" you said "and it's so cold it's like the
    cold if you were dead" and then you smiled for
    a second.

    "i think i'm old and i'm in pain" you said
    "and it's all running out like it's the end of the
    world" you said "and it's so cold it's like the
    cold if you were dead" and then you smiled for
    a second

    sometimes you make me feel like i'm living at
    the edge of the world like i'm living at the edge
    of the world "it's just the way i smile" you said

    Prayers for Rain
    -----------------
    you shatter me your grip on me a hold on me
    so dull it kills you stifle me infectious sense of
    hopelessness and prayers for rain i suffocate i
    breathe in dirt and nowhere shines but desolate
    and drab the hours all spent on killing time
    again all waiting for the rain

    you fracture me your hands on me a touch so
    plain so stale it kills you strangle me entangle
    me in hopelessness and prayers for rain i
    deteriorate i live in dirt and nowhere glows but
    drearily and tired the hours all spent on killing
    time again all waiting for the rain

    The Same Deep Water as You
    ---------------------------
    kiss me goodbye pushing out before i sleep
    can't you see i try swimming the same deep
    water as you is hard "the shallow drowned lose
    less than we" you breathe the strangest twist
    upon your lips "and we shall be together..."

    "kiss me goodbye bow your head and join with
    me" and face pushed deep rteflections meet
    the strangest twist upon your lips and
    dissapear the ripples clear and laughing break
    against your feet and laughing break the mirror
    sweet "so we shall be together..."

    "kiss me goodbye" pushing out before i sleep
    it's lower now and slower now the strangest
    twist upon your lips but i don't see and i dont
    feel but tightly hold up silently my hands
    before my fading eyes and in my eyes your
    smile the very last thing before i go...

    i will kiss you i will kiss you i will kiss you
    forever on nights like this i will kiss you i will
    kiss you and we shall be together...

    Untitled
    ---------
    hopelessly drift in the eyes of the ghost again
    down on my knees and my hands in the air again
    pushing my face in the memory of you again
    but i never know if it's real never know how i
    wanted to feel never quite said what i wanted
    to say to you never quite managed the words to
    explain to you never quite knew how to make
    them beleivable and now the time has gone
    another time undone hopelessly fighting the
    devil futility feeling the moster climb deeper
    inside of me feeling him gnawing my heart away
    hungrily i'll never lose this pain never dream of
    you again